Friday, March 26, 2010
Struggle
So, it all started when I was 14 years old and started packing on the pounds. It wasnt easy being the only fat one in the household as both of my parents were thin and athletic! I wasnt a couch potatoe, I played sports but I guess I loved food a little too much. I reached 188lbs and at 5'4 thats not good! Year after year I would imagine what I wanted to look like but never did anything about it until last year I dropped 30lbs! (well it would be 22 now since I put on 8lbs again) but im still searching for my happiness. I weigh 166 and people say im curvy but must I say it again? Im fat. I know what I have to do but for some reason im not motivated like I was last year. Can I get to my goal!? EVER!?
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I hope you make it to your goal. I also have a weight problem and I am pushing myself to go to the gym. Good luck!!
ReplyDeleteYea, its tough!! keep it up :)
ReplyDeleteDropping 30 pounds (even though you gained the 6 back) is still a milestone. Keep trying. I lost 30 pounds as well, and now I feel that I have an addiction to being thin and thats not good either. I don't want to gain any of my wieght back, but it can be so hard. You just have to stay focused and know what your goal is and don't let anything stop you! Once you reach that goal, you will feel so much better however, you also have to keep an eye on what you eat all of the time. Its a struggle. I went from a size 14 to a size 2. It took 7 months of non stop treadmill and barely eating. But now that I'm here, I can relax a bit, meaning I can eat a bit more and I stopped the treadmill. What sucks is that clothes dont' fit me as perfect as I had hoped. I look too skinny, I have no butt, I lost my boobs. Its a trade being thin. So just go slow, but have a goal and stick to it!
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