A bit more

To let you know a bit more about me I have various medical issues. I was diganosed with fibromyalgia last year so getting into the gym is that much harder. Espcecially right now. I feel like I have the health of a 60 year old and often cant even open a water bottle because im too weak. Im scared of what the future will mean to me. Will i be in a wheel chair by 30?! The pain is intense...All I want is to feel normal.