On the right track! (well...today at least)

Today im doing great but I cant speak for tomorrow. Im getting my motivation back slowly. Another breaking point for me was when my husband said hes tired of me asking for help and telling him that I need him to stop me but when he trys i just say "its fine...". How sad is that!? We actually had a fight about food. A fight because of my addiction to food and how I let it control me. Its so stupid. I wish I hated it. I shouldnt let food make me happy!