Today im going to eat! and I mean EAT!

Im going to my parents for some home cooked ziti with sausage! I cant resist that. Im even going to make some bruschetta. So today is my OFF day! along with friday which is my date night!whatever...I can do this! I weigh 165 this week. Last week I was 167. Im on my way slowly.

Midnight snack..shouldnt have done it

Ok, so yesterday I did so good until my husband came home at 11pm. I had dinner ready and we were about to eat then I asked him "What did you eat today?" he said "not good, I had pizza" I immediatly was jealous and said " I WANT PIZZA!, Do you want to order?". Long story short, I ordered. I ate a whole pizza last night at midnight! That needs to stop...Today I feel horrible so Im hoping i wont do that again.

Lying to myself

Why lie to myself? Its the dumbest thing ever! I say "well this is only 300 calories" knowing that its way more when I add all the toppings but i leave that out. I hate that i do that to myself. It doesnt make sense ...the only person its going to hurt is me.