Wednesday, March 31, 2010
simple choices
I went to the gym last night! 30 minutes later and i was wipped out! I really want to get the body i want bad. For some reason i feel like when my body is the way i want it to be everything in my life will be perfect. I feel like ill make tons of money modeling and all my dreams will come true. We will see what happens.. I set a goal of playboy! Yea, a high goal but doesnt have to be the magazine just the website...Sometimes i wonder why i want to model. Is it because i feel like if im a model the world must accept me? I feel i wont be happy until im considered the "it" girl ...
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I like your blog, I saw it in the coffee shop forum,I saw your first post you said you would like to reach people who are struggling, I have,recently though I feel like If I want to do this I gotta commit to my self like I never have, In my case I been avoiding responsibility, I dont know why, but anyway just want to say It good to see a blog like yours, and I believe you will get your motivation back,maybe you can motivate yourself,just like maybe you can be happy if you start considering your self the it girl first, then everyone will see what you see, its easy to say, but when it happens,you'll be happy
ReplyDeletethank you so much! I appreciate your input. Keep following so you can read all my drama :) I wish you luck as well
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